No, I didn’t have denial. I researched on the Internet before I went to the next appointment so that I would know the terminology that would be discussed so that I would be prepared. I like to be prepared for worse case scenario in everything.
I was in shock, I just wanted to see some one else because I just knew I didn’t have this. After talking with my family I did get a second opinion and then it was true, I said yes I have this.
I wanted to hide, to not talk about it, it would just go away if I didn’t talk about it. But I was wrong, I needed to talk and find help. It was real and the faster I took it on the faster I was able to move from “No it can’t be” to “I can beat this”
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